I find it amazing how your life changes. Once upon a time, this blog was so vital in my life. It helped me voice and mull over my emotions surrounding my miscarriages and subsequent pregnancy and all the fear and hope involved. During my second pregnancy, it definitely took a back seat but was still in the back of my mind. Well, now I am pregnant again. And not only am I pregnant, but the birth of this baby is imminent. I am due in about 10 days! I hadn't even thought about this blog until today when a friend talked to me about someone she new suffering recurrent miscarriage. It amazed me that during this pregnancy, I had barely thought about miscarriage or loss. It helps that it's number three. My husband and I briefly discussed that if we lost this one we'd settle with two children and not try again, but it was quite an unemotional conversation.
Now I am about to be a mum of three. That's a big change to wondering if I'd ever be a mum at all. And my interests, my priorities, my worries - they have changed too.
I hope everyone who reads this and is suffering recurrent miscarriage gets as happy an ending as I have. Because you all deserve it.
Now I am about to be a mum of three. That's a big change to wondering if I'd ever be a mum at all. And my interests, my priorities, my worries - they have changed too.
I hope everyone who reads this and is suffering recurrent miscarriage gets as happy an ending as I have. Because you all deserve it.
