Time flies. It seems so recently that I stopped writing this blog.
Now I am looking to begin again. And begin the conception journey
again. I have strange feelings about doing this. On one hand, I am
excited. I love my daughter so ridiculously much that I can't wait to
have another child to share in this love. I would love for Lara to have
a sibling. On the other hand, I am wondering what journey we will have
and how I will react if obstacles arise. I can't imagine, if I
continue to miscarry, that it will be as devastating as when I was
childless. But at what point do you say 'no more' and how will I cope
with that if I have to? Again, this is a question I considered
pre-Lara, and again, I can't imagine that it will be as hard this time
around if it comes to that. I'd rather not think about it. But I do.
So anyway, it's on next month. We will start trying to conceive number 2. Lara is only 5 months old, she will be 6 months when we try for the second. It's early days, but I am 35, I want 3 kids, and with my history of miscarriages, we thought we'd better get on the bandwagon. You never know what cards you'll be dealt.
So anyway, it's on next month. We will start trying to conceive number 2. Lara is only 5 months old, she will be 6 months when we try for the second. It's early days, but I am 35, I want 3 kids, and with my history of miscarriages, we thought we'd better get on the bandwagon. You never know what cards you'll be dealt.
